Hi, Nice to meet you. Some of you may know about me. Because two weeks ago, I had a performance just at this stage, sing a song and playing the piano as well. Actually, when my friend, Ai Ling, asked me to give a testimony. I hesitated for long time. Actually, I came here just two months ago, so I am not good at English. That's why, although I want to tell my story as a testimony, it is natural that I have a restriction to explain with my short language. But I was determined to give a testimony with my holy spirit that lied in my heart. Actually, I'm born religion. In Korea, it is sometimes considered the most faithless man. Because in the case of the mother's womb, it is difficult to find out the reason and justification to be believed

of Jesus. Just because my papa and mama go to the church. It is majority's cases to go to follow them as a cow is taken to slaughterhouse. I also did so. At that time, I couldn't understand why I believed to invisible existence.

When I was a third grades of my middle school. I attended the training camp at first. At the evening service, I saw many senior brother's and sister's weeping and eager praying and heard these testimonies. At that time, I also tried to feel holy spirit as well as hear father's voice. But I couldn't hear anything not so long, my grandmother passed away at two days ago, before Christmas. When I was high school boy, Jesus, the word, had already disappeared in my heart. My life seemed to be quite. But not so long, I had to experience to have lost a friend of mine because of suicide from that time. I began to think of the death. What is the death? Where do I go after death? something like this.

When I was 20 years, I had to leave from my family, friend and familiar place to go to my university which was located to far distance to take 5 hours by car from my city. At there I had only first grade at my university and as all men in Korea go to the army, I also had to go army. Generally, the place, army, required of many sacrifices, in  basically, from the moment entering the entrance of army we have to give up a lot of things to eat, to play, and to see what we want and the like.

I wish anyone could forbear hard discipline of army. But, unfortunately, I have lost two friend of mine from car accident and suicide. It was just last year's incident. So soon, I began to hate and curse god in the same time, it meant I was accepting of Jesus' existence. I was so hard extremely. Father gives everyone to talents which helps us remove from our pain. Some people through praying some people through dancing. Like this my best friend is over there. Piano. It is a connecting link joining between my father and me. Just some weeks ago, I sang for my God under the tough situation. But incidentally, something (cannot explain only the word) came to me not only telling me "it will be okay, that's all right" but also touching my head and my heart as well. And in the same time, I heard the most precious spiritual enlightenment to take from my Jesus that it was a simple word "put down"

Because of my sadness having lost many friend of mine as well as my private sorrow of not wanting to say here (relating to my serious disease of almost 8 years to be knowing my family) my emotion repeated to resent and stop againg resent and stop to resent and stop of my God my parents even myself so many times. Afterward, the only thing to remain around me was nothing except for my exhausted spirit and my body. that's why, it was not just once and twice to decide to be killed myself. fortunately, I have been almost passing by terrible painful tunnel because of my father my Jesus. My mind turned peaceful not only, since I have been putting down any pain suffering rather than trying to overcome but I have cried just rather than pressed my tears. And what make me much happier is because of the fact that I can live in my Jesus. Thank u.